Remember how much you loved her in 2000? 2010?
Remember that warmth, those moments?
Stop trying to forget it all
The trip is here
It’s all here
Right.Now.
It’s timeless
When you find yourself in the present
You won’t want to step back out of it
You’re floating
It might hurt inside of this moment
but it hurt more five minutes ago
it might hurt more five minutes from now
but be still
you’re not prepared to understand that pain
just yet
so those moments you’ve already had
they exist forever
That’s the trip of all of this,
everything
The way you loved her
the way you miss her cooing like a cat in her sleep, all velvet against the sheets
you always have that
in some way
it happened
it always exists
it’s always there
and so on and so forth
it lives
Don’t get attached to this idea
Rather, just acknowledge it
now that you’re here
right where you are
Realize that every happy moment happened, and happens--
WILL happen
because you will let it
FEEL ALL OF THIS,
EVERYTHING
all of the sadness once embraced
will lead us to here
to more of that happiness
to floating
that’s the trip
you’re taking it
it’s all an illusion
we are timeless
we are here now
and that’s all of it
it's everything
Remember that warmth, those moments?
Stop trying to forget it all
The trip is here
It’s all here
Right.Now.
It’s timeless
When you find yourself in the present
You won’t want to step back out of it
You’re floating
It might hurt inside of this moment
but it hurt more five minutes ago
it might hurt more five minutes from now
but be still
you’re not prepared to understand that pain
just yet
so those moments you’ve already had
they exist forever
That’s the trip of all of this,
everything
The way you loved her
the way you miss her cooing like a cat in her sleep, all velvet against the sheets
you always have that
in some way
it happened
it always exists
it’s always there
and so on and so forth
it lives
Don’t get attached to this idea
Rather, just acknowledge it
now that you’re here
right where you are
Realize that every happy moment happened, and happens--
WILL happen
because you will let it
FEEL ALL OF THIS,
EVERYTHING
all of the sadness once embraced
will lead us to here
to more of that happiness
to floating
that’s the trip
you’re taking it
it’s all an illusion
we are timeless
we are here now
and that’s all of it
it's everything